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[Jan. 9th, 2009|02:16 pm] |
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RockstarPornstar says: wei
RockstarPornstar says: was dad pissed off
dee-a. says: he was asking if i took cab. then i say yes la. then he said something i dont remember but i know he wasnt really happy that i took cab
RockstarPornstar says: wher u met him?
dee-a. says: yew tee bus stop
RockstarPornstar says: u kno ur dad
RockstarPornstar says: pls dun take it to heart ok
dee-a. says: i know. but soemtimes it pisses me off la
RockstarPornstar says: i kno dats y i juz try to settle wateveer 4 him asap..
RockstarPornstar says: takpe...i love u ok
RockstarPornstar says: (L)
dee-a. says: thanks.. i love u too
RockstarPornstar says: (K)
a belated 28th to you. love you, forever and always.
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| i'm not moving |
[Jan. 3rd, 2009|10:48 am] |
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| |  complacent | ] |
i'm going to work soon, and i shall listen to L's originals on his mp3 on the way. it's corny (haha! and there's songs about pretty S) but who cares. i'm as corny as that.
hoping for lesser heartaches and heartbreaks this 09. no pun intended. |
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| chocolate. |
[Nov. 29th, 2008|03:10 am] |
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| |  mellow | ] |
maybe that conversation was what i needed. it wasn't easy nor was it smooth. but one thing for sure, it thought me to be patient and be alot (and i mean, alot) stronger than i ever was. so thank you.
and they say, there'll always be that one person from your past which you'll remember for a very long time.
it was good while it lasted.
xoxo, fizzay. (heh!)
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| pitpitpit |
[Nov. 10th, 2008|11:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | TTTTTTTT.IIIIIII ~ yeaaaaaah! (still geram la) | ] |
hi, i should prolly kill myself right now. i DIDN'T make my way to the bazaar. and everywhere i read, (okay just one blog; and she got a hell load of good bargains!) i turned green and red. okay, that doesn't make any sense. anyway, i'm still contemplating whether i should jump off from the second floor right now for i don't wish to hear Farid says he got good deals from the bazaar come thursday. oh kill me, kill me already! and no thanks to Sis ah especially. bencccccccccci!
and since my love towards Fana is as big as err, the sky (heh), i obeyed her by not dropping by the bazzar last saturday. to make up for my loss (marc oh marc!), i got my jeans. -snorts like i mean it.
goodbye world, im jumping off from the second storey with dr.denim on. |
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| theLword |
[Nov. 8th, 2008|12:34 am] |
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| |  thirsty | ] |
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| | kekasih gelapku | ] |
fiz crib with fana was simply splendid.lying on bed with gossip girls mainly on typical topic(boys) send us gaggings our ass off.and realising how cruel cyberfcuk can be..much more." - mdbd.bgst.com
the girls have always been angels. and im planning on doing something with them this coming week. no boyfriends (sorry girls), just us.
boys will be boys, won't they? thing is, im jaded. im in no hurry to go back to square one. Izzah has Syarul, Fana has Din. and i have me and i kinda like the way things are. but this afternoon when Fana came over, i told her i had L's image flashed in my head.
how now brown cow? |
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| martens or denim? |
[Oct. 8th, 2008|03:00 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
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| | one call away- chingy | ] |
  "black tank top, tights and Dr. Denim!" always good when they're around. always. for one, i don't think i can't wait for the bazaar. it's taking such a long time that i'm adding unnecessary items into my head. this and that, here and there. Floral's the theme on the 18th. i'm gonna get me something to wear. |
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| F. |
[Sep. 23rd, 2008|12:49 pm] |
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| | E2E | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | good girl gone bad | ] |
 this thing. it's crazy. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 14th, 2008|03:47 am] |
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| | ku menanti- akmal&aneja | ] |
Ku rentangkan hati
Ku balut luka lama saat kau pergi
Ku tegarkan diri
Walau bayangmu hadir di setiap mimpi
Oh haruskah kubenamkan diri meratapi
Tenggelam sesali yang terjadi
Tersiksa bersama hampa
Kini ku hanya ingin lupakan semua
Mengenangmu menyesakkan jiwa
Kan ku hapus air mata
Hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka
Ku coba hadapi
Walau pahit terasa di relung hati
Harus ku lewati
Seakan semua tiada pernah terjadi
Oh haruskah kubenamkan diri meratapi
Tenggelam sesali yang terjadi
Tersiksa bersama hampa |
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| in the hot seat |
[Sep. 2nd, 2008|03:37 am] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
i want to give you some good, good loving.
just like a magnetic force acted upon me.
both pulling and pushing.
it says "naive. you should have known better." |
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| warm.me.up |
[Aug. 16th, 2008|01:07 am] |
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| | breathe me- sia | ] |
you've no idea what or how it felt like.
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| give me something. |
[Aug. 11th, 2008|10:12 pm] |
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| | hungry gila babeng punya! | ] |
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| | closer-neyo | ] |
been busy with work especially the weekends, but it's all good. technically, tmro's the last day of school. but let's just say, the holidays are here. so rejoice! which also equates to work, which is both good and bad, yes?
/ i'm listening to this song and it reminds me of Rudy; rapper & rocker? rapper dok! haha /
anyway yes, S mentioned about the hols= work= money= happiness, in which i add equals to one happy girl at the end of the month. i've been trying to work out a timetable for my august which includes PP, work and friends. was online with Ida last night talking about trans and wishlist, and i told her to get me either Marc Jacobs or Miu Miu beg, dresses or a date. terus member naik darah about the begs. haha.
can't wait to meet you Ida and si belo, we'll be girly girls! if i'm not wrong, i'm off frm 25th till 28th, then work till night on the 29th & 30th. so go and plan something big for me. and aku tk bedek about the beg. give me that and i'll return Chanel in february. HAHA!
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| ur.dio |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|01:21 am] |
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| | cold | ] |
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| | best ive ever had- vertical horizon | ] |
Rudy Hakeem, it's your 22nd birthday today. wishing you all the best and may you have an awesome and kick ass 22nd. walaupun umur tu dah *coughs* tua *ends coughs*, you're still like budak belasan tahun to me, which is a good thing okay! haha! but most importantly, thank you for everything- from the rides to making myself feel better & good again. ZOCK ON ZOCK ON!! haha! work later. |
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| one fullerton |
[Aug. 1st, 2008|07:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  all in one | ] |
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| | international you day | ] |
it's friday night and i'm sitting at one fullerton's starbucks. alone.
thank you Fana for the drinks.
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| red box of memories. |
[Jul. 31st, 2008|01:06 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | bed- j.holiday | ] |
yes there's love if you want it, don't sound like no sonnet.
it's almost august now. so little time, so much to do- finishing up on the PP is one of them. two weeks till the break, which means work! and i'm suppose to be working the whole of this week, and already felt ze drain after 3 days. i've got alot of plans in head this coming month- pending date at Dempsey, day(s) out with Izzah (confirm nanti rindu when i'm busy working) and my other favourite people, Batam with the family and the 18th.
i'm tired, but i'm gonna survive.
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| bpp |
[Jul. 21st, 2008|01:46 pm] |
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| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | my fav game- the cardigans | ] |
at 1:43pm on wet monday afternoon and lying down on the bed, i'm craving for starbucks. how come the nearest one is all the way in bukit panjang? |
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| heaven's sent. |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|08:03 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | full | ] |
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| | the scientist- coldplay | ] |
havn't felt this contented like, forever? definitely in a good position. friday & saturday was all about the good movie, good food, good friends and heaps of laughter. and ELVINARDY, hope the little things that we did for you made your day.
happy belated 19th VIN!
pictures from last week though.
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| sextasy. |
[Jul. 11th, 2008|10:38 am] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
Today's horoscope:
The restless energy you've been struggling with for the past few days is finally starting to fade away, and suddenly your regular routine doesn't feel so regular anymore! You're finding new things to appreciate about your old life, and it's fitting you like an old pair of jeans right now -- things are comfortably uncomplicated. This bodes well for a blooming romantic relationship. Nothing's more appealing than someone who's happy with how their life is going.
can't you tell i'm feeling all good? heh heh. hopefully it's prolong.
and baby, bila mau balik!? |
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